"Children are filled with hope and imagination. As we grow older, those feelings may fade; but certain things trigger our inner kid. Star Wars is the embodiment of that childhood wonder."
What seems to be an ever growing theme in my life is happening yet again. You take someone in you help them expecting nothing but their company in return like a sick bird you nurse back to health, then as they fly away they shit on you. This is why I dont let people in, this is why I keep to myself, this is why I dont trust human beings because you do and you do for them and they fuck you over the first chance they get. I just hate how much this person is getting under my skin and affecting me. I am not even upset that we aren’t friends anymore I’m more relieved cause all you did was use me and I should have stopped long ago but I always fell for your guilt trips. I am just more pissed at how you’ve completely fucked me over financially by making a promise you knew you wouldn’t keep cause infinite more stress than I already have juggling a full time job just moving out and keeping up on my relationship. I HATE you but at the same time I feel sorry for your pathetic life and the fact that no one truly unconditionally loves you because you almost had me.
Now I know not to let anyone in again.